Door of Hope Testimony: Justin

During my years in high school, I was secretly living a double life that was filled with wicked promiscuous homosexual activity. I was succumbing to the sins of the flesh, viewing internet pornography, having sexual conversations with anonymous men online, and even meeting up with a few of them to have sexual interaction. I knew what I was doing was destroying my soul, and I told myself to have control and to seek refuge. But I couldn't have control because it was completely powerless against the workings of Satan. Upon my advent into college, I continued my secret lifestyle of habitually viewing homosexual internet pornography, chatting with other students who were living double lives, too, and meeting up with them.
I felt complete shame and disgrace and loneliness after every fall. God has to break men before he can rebuild them and that's exactly what he did to me.
One night I finally had enough and I decided to let my close friend know my secret. God opened his heart to compassion and understanding, and then the Lord finally brought me to Setting Captives Free, where he pulled me from the mouths of death and began to cleanse me of the filth. God has truly opened my eyes, mind, heart, and soul to His glorious light--He has given me amazing life, and grace.