A United Front Testimony: Monica

When I first found Setting Captives Free, I was absolutely broken. I had discovered that my husband was having an affair. Two months later, I discovered his involvement with Internet porn and sex chat rooms. I was devastated and contemplated suicide. But God has blessed me with three precious children, and I knew I couldn’t do that to them. My husband was repentant, but without hope. He said every time he tried to stop, he would have victory for a few months and then it would draw him back in again. He said he needed help. That is when God lead me to Setting Captives Free. My husband and I began the courses. In the beginning, I was casting all blame for any marital problems on my husband. I thought I was a submissive wife. God has opened my eyes to so many things. I was not an excellent wife. I was manipulative, sarcastic, and disrespectful. By God’s grace, and the Holy Spirit’s conviction, I have been changed! I began putting my husband’s wants and desires before my own. I concentrated on giving him a blessing no matter how much I was hurting. I wish I could say I was perfect, but I am still a work in progress. Our marriage has become so precious to both my husband and me. I pray daily for my husband to remain strong and pure, but even if he does not, my life has been changed forever. I know that God will be right beside me, no matter how terrible the storm. He will take my trials and mold me into what He wants me to be if I stay focused on Him.